caats:

jellyfish-everywhere:

EVERY BODY KNOWS SHITS FUCKED

Welp time to dust off this old thing…

Originally posted by kuro-von-shitsuji

You ever hear something you’re not supposed to hear and it ruins your whole day? Yeah I didn’t miss this feeling

I’m sick of being talked down to and I’m sick of the disrespect and the annoyed looks.

I’m sick of saying something and it’s silent and awkward like if you don’t want me here just fucking say it jfc

And if I’m a hypocrite so fucking what - I don’t have the luxury of being able to just up and quit and find a new job super easily without consequences, but you do you boo.

ofthewhitewind:

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH I’M SO EXCITED 😭

estelles-remade:

umm i need reassurance that my presence is wanted but i can’t ask for reassurance because that’s really Embarrassing and it wouldn’t feel genuine if i asked for it

I keep fucking things up and ruining shit.

I’ve lost a lot of friends I played games with and I’m slowly isolating myself.

What’s the point of making new friends / keeping them if everyone leaves because of me?

perrfectly:

“I have too many romantic fantasies and they make me sad.”

—

“Why are you so forgiving? I was an asshole to you!”

Because forgiving someone is easier than fighting

Forgiving means you won’t be mad anymore

Forgiving means people won’t yell

Forgiving is way too easy and it’s easier to forgive when people eventually leave me behind

I’ll suffer if it will keep people happy. I’ll suffer because it’s the only thing I’m good for in this shithole.

I’m used to it anyway.

depresseddisneyprincess:

“Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”

— William C. Hannan

myblissfulsuicide:

Do you ever get overwhelming urges to be devastatingly self-destructive? Because fuck.

goldenangelll:

i want to be beautiful. in the most vain and brazen way. i want my pupils to dilate when i see myself in the mirror. i want to light up a room when i walk into it. i want to take someone’s breath away. i just want to be beautiful. and i’m not. i’m not. i’m not.

- l.r(@goldenangelll)//everything i’m not

wishing-for-deathx:

“I am tired of being told I am loved and cared about but never made to feel that way.”

— your actions and words never match